I want my boyfriend back...

When I apologize
an "i forgive you" would be nice...

When I'm annoyed at something
an "Thats ok, come back to it later" would be thoughtful

When I try everything to lighten the mood
a "hahaha" would be acceptable

When I feel as though I have lost you
an "I Love You" would be amazing....

But sometimes i feel as though maybe
i should just throw in the towel
because i know i will never get a response
to my attempt
that is nice, thoughtful, acceptable or amazing...
I always get the opposite guy i fell in love with
someone i dont like
someone i dont want

I want the bryan i fell in love with
I want the Bryan who would make me laugh as soon as
he noticed my stress
noticed my annoyance
I want to bryan who told me he loved me
every hour of every day
I want THAT bryan
not this uncaring one
who is rude to me when im upset
mean to me when i apologize
and makes me feel unwanted

if im so unwanted
why do you keep me
why do you put me though this?

I love you
I dont want to lose you
but I want my boyfriend back....