Death doesn't seem so bad when you're gone

It hurts to see you hurt
And now when I look at you,
I see the scars of your broken heart
[[etched so maniacally on your wrist]]

Your suicide isn't romantic, honey
It's devastating

I don't know what to do to help you
I'd drive, I'd walk, I'd fly, I'd do anything
just to hold you in my arms right now
But I'm sorry... I don't know what to do
And when you tell me how much you hurt,
it kills me more and more
to know I'm not good enough (worthless)

I want to stop crying, and to do that
I need to make you happy
[when you're happy, my world seems so
much brighter]
But I don't know what to do
I feel utterly useless not knowing what to do


I believe I could've helped/saved you
if I just got past my insecurities and
told you how much you mean to me
But I was scared, but I'm more frightened now
The world's a dark place without you
Please don't go, I (and everyone else) need's you

I'm lost



I don't know what to do