I don’t know what to do
I can’t really write
Nothing is coming to me
And I don’t know what
It’s bugging me like none other
Because I need to write,
I have this...
This urge to write, something
Anything everything
I just need to write
And I can’t think of anything meaningful
Or thoughtful
Or amazing
I just can’t write
So I'm rambling... hoping maybe something will come to me
But nothing is...
Damnit… history class is normally when I’m most creative
But today... I dry
It’s probably because I’m nervous
Not like butterflies in the stomach
Just kind of nervous
I have a forensics meet today
It also doesn’t help that I haven’t seen josh
It’s been two days, and I can’t see him tonight
DAMNIT!
I want to see him
I miss him
I miss his arms
His kisses
His hugs
His voice
His laugh
His eyes
I just miss him
Completely and wholly
I hate that... I feel like I’m so attached
And I know that it’s not a good thing
I can’t become to attached
But I can’t help it.
So I let it go
Beside
It’s what I want
And I’m not horrible about it…
I mean I’m not all over him; I just like being near him
Normally when I’m with him
He plays his game, and I play mine
And that’s okay for me
Cause I know if I need him
He’ll stop and help me
And I know if I want a kiss
He’ll give me one
And I know that if I were to ask
Not that I ever would… well not yet
He would come and sit and hold me.
But yeah… I miss him
Ugh... I hate this no creativity
Sigh class is over... I have to go now...
You know what
This didn’t help at all
So?
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i think it's good. i know the feeling. i've been dry for a year.
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it's not good that you can't go two days not seeing him before you spaz out.....but..i gues i have no room to talk...i've played that game before...just be wary, honey...don't let it become obsession...don't elt yourself become dependant....
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Im not spazzing out.. i just miss him, im not obsessed.. i know what its liek to be obsessed and im not there... i'll be okay hun thanks thoug
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if u say so....
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DOnt worry hun.. I know it seems like I'm being stupid, I know it does, and I know that this probably wont last forever, but I dont care.. I want to be happy, and he makes me happy
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it doesn't seem like you're being stupid...just kinda...overeact-ee....i know what it's like to want to be happy...trust me, i fi know anything, it's that....
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i know, but its also part of the factor that im used to seeing him everyday... i'll be fine, i know i could go a week without seeing him, its just that hes so close, and yet hes soo far away
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yeah, i know that feeling....as long as you don't start going through detox
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this actually is really cool. i think it is a form of poetry...and i feel the same way about trevor, i hate not being next to him...
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It never does
It doesnt always help does it,
I've made a couple of poems from my heart which you might be able to relate to x
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