Allways here.. im my heart

To watch hen i was took those first few cautious toddles..
smiling  you were there
To dry my tears, & pick me up when i fell down...
caring. you were there
To talk away my fears, and  make me better, stronger...
teaching. You were always there
To tell me stories, teach me of the world and feed my spirit...
loving. you were allways there

You passed on.. suddenly each step a struggle and all leading to self destruction..
distraught. i felt you werent there
All i have left is haunting memories. the tears started coming, noone to dry them
alone. you werent there
The fear and hatered building up inside me..to stop my destruction..i became weaker hit rock bottom...
to make things better you werent there
your foundations came tumbling down.. i'd hurt your memories, didnt make you proud..
i know it.. you were allways there

Now i am taking these first few steps to my new life, finding passions...
watching over me. youre allways here
To dry my tears and pick me up when i am down and broken.  the memories help heal me...
i just think of you. and you're here
When everything gets to much..i want to escape.no where to run. i feel alone..
inside i know im not; you're 2 years gone yet still..youre allways here
To think of the time you spent loving, guiding, teaching, nurturing me..to thoroughit allaway impossible.. you still do all of that..youre still here


You were here..You were there..Now you're gone in body..your memories and spirit are still here..inside of me..together we'll fight through thie.. you're allways here