A Letter To Someone Who Mattered

So…

I see you almost everyday
…When I see her
ANGER

Only begins to describe the word that I prefer

I hate how you make her feel like shit all the time
I hate how you smile at me like you are her mom
                    Just because you birthed her doesn’t mean a thing
The fact she doesn’t love you means everything

Honestly you don’t deserve it [her love that is]
Since you’re only reasoning is for yourself
You self serving egotistical bitch
{You by the way} look like shit

You see I actually liked you before I heard you yell
You screamed for stupid reasons
That make no sense in hell
And maybe if you listened… to her words just once
And maybe if you understood
She’d think you were cool for once

I hate you for treating her this way
She doesn’t deserve your shit no matter what you say
I knew she had her reasons, Thought she kept them to herself
But now that I can see them I hate you for myself

You can’t keep blaming her for something that’s your fault
And if you do it hurts you more she takes it with a GRAin of salt
So next time you start yelling
Stop before and think
Maybe she would love you if your attitude didn’t stink