Life seems like nothing but a joke,
Cruelty and laughter echoing above.
Wandering alone without a light,
Down a winding road, no one there.
Trying to make sense from the pain,
Everyone wants to impose upon others.
My abusive ex trying to get me back,
My terryifying brother back yet again.
Seems like a never ending ride,
One that I just cant stop.
Drugs and alcohol but a distant memory,
I am finally where I want to be.
Feeling better about myself everyday,
Trying not to let anyone bring me down.
Ive left all the bad in the past,
Yet it still happened again.
New years eve ruined my new year,
Yet somehow I know I'll get through.
I'll make him pay for what he did,
Using me for his sick pleasure.
I have come to learn,
The only I can trust is me.
I must stand on my own feet,
Taking my pain and using it for the better.
Author notes
A poem that i wrote just to release some feelings. The last month was pretty emotional and hard as well.
Please tell me what you think
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Well Written
Sometimes you often need to vent and well when you do vent you feel good about it in the end. I do like how you let your frustration out from the past and push it away and well concentrate on the future ahead. you finally found who you are and now you are slowly finding a firm grip on your life and where you want it to go. To me your destiny is starting to unravel if you get what I mean. any ways a very well penned e-motionally connecting poem that shows off all the crap you have dealt with and have finally conquered even though it is not willing to go away. keep up the good work you are doing fr yourself and keep writing away.
stay strong and be true to yourself because like you said in the end onlyyou can trust yourself
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