Lost inside my head
anything would be better
anyone could be closer
I push
I pull
nothing changes
nothing changes
screaming to stop
I want his arms
cocoon me
so safe
I want his lips
swallow me
so warm
im so cold
so far away from him
yet he's closer than anyone
no one can tell though
not even him
how he affects me
I let him in
and now it's too late
to let go
with him I'm safe
want to feel that way again
need his warmth
im so cold
shaking insecurity
shivering insanely
im so cold,
but he's so warm.
Author notes
There are people in your life who can still affect you the same way now, as they did years ago. This one goes out to the one out there that I used to know, but whose path wonders away from mine. I miss you.
