[ If you read all these words I would die ]

If you read all these words I would die
Cause then you'd know what I feel inside.
And I want you, i really do.
But it scares me, this much is true.

And I can't write poetry to save my life.
but I try to express how I feel about you
and I know that I don't want to be right
about the doubt and fear which consumes.

I'd do anything to know for sure
if this was gonna work out
and I have a feeling it will
for now
but I still am filled with doubt
and i hate it and I hate myself
cause you seem to need me
more than anyone
and I need to not hurt you
cause i feel the same
but i'm sick of my doubt
so I'm pointing the blame
at me, if anything should happen
to where its you and me, we disappears.
It becomes you and I, and no longer us.

I'm out of words to say now
cause my mind is exhausted
and emptied of everything
and I don't know how
to say that I need you
and I don't want to
cause its hard.
so I'll just let it be.