I will not live in misery

Voices creep
Haunting me
Sweet nothings eating away at these
Crystal glazed, your eyes are dull
Lifeless understatements

Creation is full
I will not leave in misery

[[I will miss your innocence
The way your hand feels all over me
Your once warm body lays cold in the dirt
Lifeless and shattered]]

What I have done
[[What have I done now?]]
I cannot deceive my own heart again

I blanked out and forgot how it felt
To be sure
Lets recap once more

[[Look at me, look at me
Scream with me and deny fate.
Let us rest eternally, peacefully.]]

Dying in your arms
Breaching for my escape.

And there is nothing left of me
Without you in my life

[[Exist once more]] In dreams of beauty
Kiss me hard, [[Bite your tongue!]]
Leave what's left to fade

Ashes wont remain in this misery.
I will not live in, cannot strive in
Will not exist in.
I refuse to stay in misery