So maybe I am learning
That in order to fall
You need to learn to let go
Of everything keeping you
In your own little prison
In order to fall you need
To begin seeing yourself
As others see you
Because maybe they see you
A little more true
Maybe you need to learn that
Whoever you were
Is gone
And that people can fall
For who you are now
And that falling for them
Is sometimes the most
Amazing
Scary
Breathless
And wonderful thing in the world.
Author notes
2008.
Okay- so this is me right now. I am learning that the crazy quiet girl I was in high school is gone. Don't know when I lost her, but I am kinda glad I did. Because I finally am letting myself fall for a guy. I am letting go of who I used to be and am just going for it. Scary and at the same time I am actually totally happy.
Now, I just need to learn to let go of the fear that all good things must come to an end....
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