it takes a drunk person to find this website.............................

my God, i finally realized it....
that flesh and blood is all of it.....
that bullshit grows while I don't one bit.....
I'm tired of trying to be better than my father..........................
my God, i've never said something more truthful.

I'm so stuck in all of this.
all nathan knows is rock and roll, then what the hell, do I?
fuck this and fuck that, I just wanted to say it......
please.......... i begging you to not say something, i just don't know what.
please just sit there, please just sit there, listen..just do something that's really not right..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................