Thinking of her.

Very little time to describe
how i feel deep inside
i think about her all the time
wondering why she had to die

First word of her changed my life
The last cut my heart like a knife
She will always be in my heart
Since then my life fell apart

I blame myself for her death
I wish i could give her one last breath
To tell her how much i care
Even though shes not there

She filled my heart with joy
I couldnt wait to buy her her first toy
She taught me more than she knows
these tears they overflow

I will remember her everyday
And think about her in every way
Wonder what she would have been
I hold my tears all within.

Its been a year now since i first heard the word
that she was going to be brought into this world
the thought is killing me inside
there is no place for me to hide

R.I.P Loralei - Born/Died July 5th 2007