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This touch, on my heart
Your hands, I despise
they tear me apart
Just like your slick lies

I love you
sounds so cheap
I lust you
Is too incomplete

Don't you understand what you do?
When you whisper devious whims
into my ear, you
caress my carnal sins

Trying to leave this cage,
Makes me fear, Makes me break
Most of all makes me rage
Hate me, for your own sake

I crave you next to me,
Yet I loathe your existence
It's like I can't truly be free
For what, do I pay this penance?

I treat you like a God
Yet, with untrusting smiles,
You just silently nod
Can't you love me, just for a little while?

These tears, they kiss my eyelashes
Making my lips salty with depression
My heart, against my rib cage, smashes
I've never loved with so much passion

We started out, flowers and joy
Now I feel dead, stomped on,
I feel like a toy
I feel like, your the king, and I'm the pawn

When I think of you,
I want to rip this heart of mine out
I want to kill it,
I want to shout.


When I think of you

I just don't see,

Why is it you don't love me...