Randomness and Experimental Thought

I learned something once, but I've forgotten what it was
My trees are thicker than yours, my bark sharper and better smelling
I remember climbing brick walls to my own theme song, or what I said was my own
And I remember your hands between my legs
Oh, haven't we embarked on so much, us two
Let's rest before we even step out the door
And my room is never empty, but you stare at me as though my head is
And you are tucked in your sheets with someone new to me
Trying to convince me there's still room
But I tug angrily at these wide, naked hips
They must be tired of being poked at by strangers, but I don't pity them
I spread my toes and push them into the sand and pray to reach the bottom
I remember it was green the last time I saw it
And when you ask for penance I glance around
Then pull my heart out of my denim breast pocket and hand it over before leaving the room
I still cry for everything I thought I was, and perhaps am
But the taste in my mouth has changed a lot, and my breasts are not as high
So I stomp my heels into clocks to make it better
Slut and soldier, my ears are having trouble filtering what you say to me
But you have a vital organ of mine stored in your purse so I try to pay attemption
When the singing starts, I begin to wonder how I could possibly remove my spine
But I have given up hope often
Was it when the cancer started that your lips found mine?
I am losing letters now, and I miss them more than your heavy, panting excuse for love
But the importance of all things has begun to fade
Even as I seduce the flame the snow falls, kicking the life out of August
I reach down my throat to find a laugh, there must be one left over from the good ol days of
Legal Insanity, Penelope and Princess
But I'll just mime one for now before my fingers have another go in my belly
Both of us still wonder if you miss my fingers on your slanted eyes.