dreams

The earliest dream I can remember:

I was in a small bedroom with a girl my age, we are both young and still children. I don't know her at all in my real life, but here she is my best friend. We are playing with a large heart shaped polly pocket toy that can clasp shut and our backs are to the only door. We smile and laugh. I feel a presence in the room and turn around...my friend disappears. Suddenly the scenery changes and all I can see is black and there are fruit crates piled up on each other making a maze. A giant green blob comes running after me and I run through the maze of crates until I awake.

1.30-31.08 (last night):

I only recall bits and pieces...My friends and family and I had to save our community by defeating an evil force. I end up in a futuristic sort of building and look like a guy ecept really I'm still me. The building I'm in is majestic in a sharp-corner-chrome-shiny sort of way and I go out a door to outside, where there are several large garages, that in comparison with the building don't match at all. There I meet up with my friend Shanda and we talk a little about something and then I go back inside. I wonder around, to me in real life aimlessly, but my dream self seems to know where to go. I am in a hallway about to turn into a room when I hear Darth Vader’s breathing. Ahha! My innerself seems to say and I turn and call Darth “Father!”...he chases me into a larger room and I ask him a question I no longer remember. Then I run to a window to try and escape but there's no breaking it. Somehow through a magical portal of some sort I end up safely in my house and my community is free from the evil force that apparently was evading everyday life, though there seems to me to be no difference. And apparently I defeated this force mainly by myself. My friends and family congratulate me and pat my back, but there is still work to be done and I'm soon forgotten. Then I go up into my bedroom because I have a feeling that I need to pack very few things, things that I can easily carry and that have meaning to me, Shanda (my friend) is in my room to smiling and saying things while I gather every ring I've ever owned, even ones that in real life I don't own and ones that are actually Shanda's. I work very hard finding each one and it takes me a long time, but when I get down stairs everyone tells me we have until the next day to pack all of our things and move to a place that will provide us with more freedoms.



Last week some time:

So I was in this house and I had three younger siblings (when in real life I am the youngest of four kids) but they weren't really my siblings I just lived there like part of the family, but more of a nanny than anything else. Then the parents went nutzo! So I had to try to keep the out of the house and away from me and the kids. But first the kids and I trapped them into their bedroom which was a room off of the living room, we did this by ramming a dresser from the living room (why is there a dresser in the living room?) because we couldn't lock the bedroom door from outside of the room. Then the mom pushed open the door knocking everything that was on the dresser off, including a glass vase which shattered and got glass everywhere. I was afraid of getting glass in my feet because they were bare (I wasn't concerned about the children for some reason). Somehow the nutzo parents got outside of the house so we had to lock all of the doors to keep them out. I locked each of the doors until we came to the last one, but I had no idea how to lock it! There was no key to use and no special trick I knew of. But the youngest kid who was about the size of a baby that goes to my mothers daycare (a boy)...he knew how to lock the door up. He grabbed a little orange toy and somehow shoved it into the keyhole and that was that! Then the second youngest, a little girl, came up from behind me and handed me a light blue phone to call the police. I tried to call but for some reason it didn't work but on the second try the call went through and I told a police women to take over the situation. She asked what the address of my location was but I didn't know the answer. So I asked the oldest kid, a boy with circular glasses. I had to ask him twice because the first time I heard him but it didn't click in my brain. Then I gathered all the kids up and got them out of the house on the opposite side of where the crazy adults were. Outside there was a red car waiting for us, the doors we all open already. I put the little baby boy in the middle of the car but I saw that there was no baby seat to put him in and that the seat belt buckle was going to be too big...but then I shrugged that off and decided that he'd be okay. Then the whole situation changes dramatically. I am in the grocery store I work in but all the departments are switched around. I'm in the Deli (which is weird because that's not my department) and my boyfriend is there with a mop cleaning things up and he's chubby and looks totally different from real life. When he sees me he lights up and runs off in the direction of the bakery. And he comes back with my favorite kind of donut and I start to eat it and then he starts full out dancing with me...like the tango! We look really silly and laughing and cute...and them something bad happens but I don't remember what it is.



Sometime late last week (written 2.04.08):

My boyfriend and I are on a circular platform way high up in the air. He's naked and lying on his back. I'm not and am kneeling. My cousin who I only see once in awhile is there too and so are some of my other cousins, but I only remember seeing her particular face (Grace is her name). They are jeering at me, tell me to suck my boyfriends dick. So I begin to. And that's the end.


Last night, 2.03.08-2.04.08:

It's a really long dream but I only remember this one part...it's a battle scene and I am not myself but a different women who is well built and has thin long wavy brown hair, a lot lighter than mine. I have a spear and am riding something that's kind of like a horse but I don't know what it looks like, I just remember the feeling of it below me. Animals and a group of people are on one team and I am on another which also have animals...rodents even...I remember light red spears falling and that should've hit me, but somehow go right through. It's not a big deal that I'm here. The end.


last night, 3.14.09 (happy pi day)

as usual i only remember bits and pieces. it begins at the grocery store i work at except everything is rearranged, everything is kinda metalic and out of place. then i go home and start panicing because my baby girl isn't there (mind you i don't have a child) and start running up the hill that's by my house, the running is easy and i realize i'm wearing sweatpants. then i pass this really beautiful house on my left (which doesn't actually exist) and there's my teachers son is in the door frame, i think his is beating dust out of rugs but i can't recall. anway i'm running up the hill and suddenly run into my high school, though its one long hallway with lots of turns. so i run and suddenly my friend Shanda is there and asks why the hell i'm running. i explian to her that someone stole my baby and "i will not give up until i find her" then i start bailing and she holds me. while running back home i run into an old lady with lots of children following her, its an orphangage. i grab a baby out of her arms thinking it might be my child, but it has a paper bag stuck on her that says "18 months". then my boyfriend is there asking if it's our baby, but it's not. i'm back home and my sister is there, i ask her when she last saw my baby, she tells me that we slept in the same bed last night and that she was holding the baby while she fell asleep but the baby wasn't there when she woke up. now i'm thinking about a time when my brother Mike told me a story of how these ghost creaters take something precious of yours and you have to figure out how to get that thing back. i truly believe that these ghosts have taken my baby and i kinda blame my sister since she was the last one holding her, but i don't say anything. now a bunch of stuff happens that i don't remember....and then i'm in my friend Fiona's yard. there's a computer with speakers arranged and my boyfriend and i are listening to something very important then we wonder why the speakers are arranged in the way they are, if a ghost could have done it or an animal but the scariest possibility is a human could have done it. then we run into my friends house but i have to run back outside for my purse, we are going to the house to excape something very dangerous.


the night of 09/22/09

i walk into the restaurant that i work at and my boss Jason yells at me to go find the cook Eric because he's late for work. in my dream these seems like no problem because i know where he lives (i don't really though) and i go to where i think he lives. it a long one room white space with people living there and my friend Cam is living there. but Eric isn't there so i ask the people if they know where he went but they tell me he has never lived there. i have another idea and go look for him elsewhere (i don't remember where). then i'm in a house that my brain made up with my boyfriend and a black lab who in my dream is my dog. i'm sitting on the couch and a friend of mine (i don't remember who) can turn into this monster who eats people but i'm not scared because it's my friend and i know it won't hurt me. but it is very scary looking, a forest green slimy face. then the dog wants out and so i open a sliding door to let it outside. that's all folks.


the night of 11/22/09

i'm in my dorm room alone. i have a tan beaten up wire hanger (i really don't) and i think it's haunted; it murmurs to me. i feel like it's my friend and i want to keep it close. my dad is in my dorm room and i show him the hanger. i show the hanger to mitch (my bf) and he doesn't like it, he thinks i should get rid of it.