I have always imagined love like a beautiful summer day
When the wind is blowing just right
And you are just happy to be alive
The warmth of the sun as you relax with a cold drink
Just taking it all in with a big sigh
But then reality slams you in the face
And all you can feel is the stinging pain
The aching in your chest as your heart cracks into pieces
The perpetual rain that seems to fall all around
The coldness that takes over your mind and soul
And just when you think things could change
A hurricane of pain and tears follow
You begin to resent love never wanting to experience it
Questioning whether or not true love exists
Building walls so high no one can conquer them
Encasing your heart as to never love again
Afraid to soften this precious piece of me
Terrified it will just be thrown aside without care
Destined to be alone is what I fear
Author notes
ehhh...you know me...always searching for answers
It just seems that everytime something good happens in my love life and I think I have finally connected...it gets slammed back at me and I end up feeling stupid for even trying.
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Never give up trying Jenn. Love will find you. You are a beautiful person. Thanks for sharing and keep writing.
lots of love,
Charley
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Thanks Charley!
I know it will...I just lose hope every once and a while. I look forward to the day when I do find love too....thanks for reading and commenting. Lots of love, Jenn
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