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I stand above a stirring pit
One that never moves
I see the end of an endless abyss
Don't know how long to fall
Jolt from this creased nightmare
End all my unworthy strife
Tears fall down my face
I only think of my pain
They don't care
They don't know
How low
How low
How low
They don't see
What's become of me
This monster that rips my soul
She holds me fast onto the wall
And shoves a mirror to my face
She screams at me to look
Look
Look
Look
It's not me!
It's not!
It's not...
Not...
Repeat it to myself
Standing in that pit
Edge and in midair
One bottle gone
One bottle gone
Three to go
Three...
A new way to cause me harm
Just take and add some sleep!
Sleep forever!
Sleep in peace!
And I hear a little voice
So far away, so small
A child asking
Just her simple question
That disturbs me in my sleep
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"Sis, are you taking all of those
Sis, why are you crying so?"
Please don't get to close
"Sis,"
No lying though
"Do you have a headache?"
No...
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Three to go
Three to go
Three, Three, Three
One gone, three to go
One, Two, Three
Now she's dead to me