By My Side

Will you always be by my side?
be that someone whom I confide?
Listen to my feelings, losing my mind
When will I be able to feel alright?
This madness deep inside of me
Pouring out like sap from a tree
Feeling I'll bleed evermore
I just want to be me before Im torn
Please listen to me I dont want to hide
But there is nothing left of me Inside
My heart beats insecurely like a clock
My life plummeting off a cliff like a rock
When will this rock stop?
There are no answers here
So, I guess I'll leave and ask again next year
Lets just hope by then its not to late
or who knows maybe I'll finally know my fate
All I can say one last time
is I hope you are always by my side