What The Hell Do I Do ! ! ! ! !

Cry, cry, cry.....Cry
That's all there is to do
Cut, cut, cut.....Cut
Is what I always come to
Run, run, run.....Run
How is that a solution
Death, death, death.....Death
I know THAT would end my confusion

I know I can't be the only one who thinks the only answer is suicide
There's got to be some one else out there who feels the same as me inside

How could I put this all into words
There's too much to say
Too much to explane
And I'm running out of places to hide
I'm not sure how much longer I can hold it inside

Life is painful!
Life is confusing!
Life is miserable!
So is it REALLY worth living?

What do I do!!! What do I do!!!

I'll scream until I have no voice left at all
I'll keep running until I crush right into a wall
But screaming is a waste of time when no one even hears
And running way from my problems dosen't get me anywhere

Thoughts of suicide
Always running through my mind
Do scares ever heal if you give it time?
It seems like thigs will never get better

My friends think I'm 'over dramatic'
Counsilers think I have 'phycological problems'
My parents only make everything wores
So who do I talk to?
Who could understand what I'm going through

I have sat on my bed holding a knife
Thinking about it
How much I just want to end my life
But the feeling was just so strong
Just the thought made me cry so much
Imagine how many tears I'd cry if I'd actually do it
And wasn't able to change emy mind

Cry, cry, cry.....Cry
That's all there is to do
Cut, cut, cut.....Cut
Is what I always come to
Run, run, run.....Run
How is that a solution
Death, death, death.....Death
I know THAT would end my confusion

I know I can't be the only one who thinks the only answer is suicide
There's got to be some one else out there who feels the same as me inside

Laying in my bed
The memories running through my head
Thinking back through all the years
Remembering love and happiness
Remembering Sadness anf tears

Life is fearful!
Life is frustrating!
Life is dark!
Is it REALLY worth living?

What do I do!!! What do I do!!!

Someone just tell me
What the hell do I do!