I know He won't call.
you could make it easier.
I know He won't come.
you refuse to make it easier.
It's my fault
for thinking this would work.
and I Know you're both cappable.
Its a matter of my worth.
I don't wanna push Him away.
I don't wanna start another fight.
I don't wanna intensify things.
I don't care who's wrong and who's right!
I CANT fight with you.
I CANT fight with Him.
you controle my life.
but He is my love.
you scare me and hurt me.
And maybe your right.
But He loves me and listens.
Why is everything a fight?
you torment and tease me.
Do you want me to leave?
I won't ask Him agian.
His pain hurts too much.
He'll get me.
For the rest of my life.
you only have me.
For the next yr n a half.
I will walk away from you.
If you make me choose.
Even if you say its not my choice.
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arg!!! -bashes head against wall-
my parents bait me, trying to start a fight.
Id die for some time with him.
im sick of having to defend him, me and us!!
it drives me up the wall!!!!!
but he's worht it.
hell always be worht it.
i just wish my folks'd shut up occassionaly.
michael sweety this was written in my frustration.@ them.
of cource im much too much of a cowerd to show it to them.theyd send me to a privet catholic school in idaho or canada or send me to turtle bay....
but im ok.
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