I forget the date but I think I call this: Tired.

http://h1.ripway.com/Swadhi/tired.wav
(Listen to the song and tell me what you think, kay)
(ps. the music is all in my head so feel free to invent your own.)

My heart is beating faster
my mind is slowing down
my eyes are closed in dire need to lose
sight of all I've found
and if in pain I'm scathing
and turn the other way
will you take me back forgivingly
and hold me anyway?

Because right now that's all that I need.
Right now that's all..(fade into mumblings)

(Chorus)
The day's gone to waste
wondering if we're going the wrong way
wondering if we're playing fools of fate
my heart much misgives the blood that flows within these veins
and wouldn't it be great
if we could forget and go our seperate ways?
without out regrets oh
wouldn't it be great
to say
goodbye?

The world is full of lovers
the world is full of friends
and everywhere there's made-to-bes
without a fated end

and right now that's what I can't be.
can't you see that's what I can not be.

(Chorus)

Wouldn't it be wonderful
if I could
take myself back far away
yet wouldn't it be wonderful?
if I could
love you like my heart says?

(Chorus again)