It'll never end.

A heart of complete pain,
Nothing I say, nothing i do,
Makes me feel any less like my life is falling apart,
The love of my life,
Is falling away,

You have her,
Anger bubbles inside me,
Locked deep in the pit of my stomach,
Ready to explode at any minute,
I'll say inappropriate things,

I'll continue to bleed,
Through the hollow chamber in my chest,
My heart,
It doesnt beat for a reason,
Only because it has to,

I no longer look forward to what lies ahead,
If I don't have you,
I don't have the ability to be myself,
I don't have the strength to be happy,
You broke me,

I think about moving on,
But fear engulfs me,
Clouds the path forwards,
If I try to be happy again,
Is it going to be ripped from underneath me?

I hate her,
Hatred grows inside me,
I can't help it,
Feelings so strong,
Red haze descends over my life,

I want to be rid of her,
I wish she never knew you,
I wish I was the one you loved,
I wish you would stop hurting me,
I wish I could love you so much and be loved in return.