She......

shes the one that keeps me captivated
she brings me to my knees
shes the one that I can never have
she tears me down, such a tease
shes got me held in the palm of her hand
she stares back right through me
shes got a mind that cuts me in half
she drops me from her grasp happily
And now its over
Never again can i be within her grace
Never again can i hold on to hope
It was thrown away along with the rest of me
Never again can i see her face
Never again can i hear her voice
It is an obsession that wont let me be
Still I sit here wishing for more
Still I feel what is hard to ignore
Still I stare at her beautiful portrait
Still my heart screams and I can't forget
I'm suffocating
I am trapped within her realm. Will  I ever be free?
I am stuck in the past. Was it ever meant to be?
The one thing that I ever wanted i can not have
The one I desired has been taken away
The one that I wanted to share everything with is gone
The one I wanted to be with did not want the same
So now Im left to carry on and get over it all
Trying just gets harder and harder as I fall
When I want to think of something else, shes there
When I want to be alone, shes there
When I try to move on, shes there
When I look away, shes there
She is everywhere