[ Crimson apples bleed red juices ]

Crimson apples bleed red juices
Darking my thoughts
The pain i feel is unjust
I wish i couldn't have been so fucked up
The day goes by so endless when I'm stoned
The smoke rising to my nerves
Making me see things, how i love the herb
I cry when you say your paragraphs
I lose my mind when I hear you say the word cheat
Aching pains strive through my heart valves
As i slowly die
My depression a regression
A philosophy
I wish I could just sit here all day and be high
No one can hurt me
When i sit on this stone floor and be trashed
Hiding in the forests
Smoking away my pain
Being so absurd, that you don't even know my name
I want to just sit here and cry
Smoke this joint one last time
This drug makes me feel so great
Even when I'm depressed i don't feel ashamed
I never did cheat on you
I never did try
I just blew everybody off
Said my goodbyes, but you got there first
Before I could pull the plug
You got there first, thought i was playing the game
Now I'm sitting here with a joint between my thumb and index finger
Smoking away my grief
Forgetting that you ever did hate me.