Alternative Abortion

no safe sex
whilest being raped
bad day to forget the pill
tool ate for morning after
life turns to a fuckin disaster
insanity worsens
but I'm still sane
the news Breaks
There's something inside
I'm not sure if I can take the price
of letting it grow but whatdya know
can't pay the money to end a life

You pay money
they cut you up
they end a life
you've had enough

Don't have enough
thousand dollars too short
no way to gain it fast enough
truth sets n, ideas fall
none make sense
none seem right
I can't raise this myself
I can't even pay rent
fuck, I can't afford to eat at all
must get rid of this thing
must get out of this mess
I've got few ideas left at all

You start at the top
look down on the stairs
close your eyes, throw yourself
do it again if you dare

Or if you can
can't feel my hands
borken bones
faith's gone again
sirens hurt ears
looks like she's fell
take me away
take me out of this HEll
now in the hospital
they won't drug me up
living fetus inside
I'm out of luck
my failed attempts
I've failed at death
God take me now,
I feel it's best

Religious cries
to a god that's not there
he can't hear my cries
from intensive care

The babies due
and I'm in a mess
a week or two
I'm in distress
the time it comes
and I'm a wreck
more pain than ever
and I can't rest
just ct me open
just take it out
oh fine, I'll keep it
what's this about
You think me unwell?
I'll prove you wrong
I'll test your faith
it won't take long

And by day ten
God's still not talking
So it's the Devil's path
on which I'm walking

Evicted again
well, I had to pay to feed us
a ten day old baby
causes such a fuss
when sleeping in the streets
not a penny in my pocket
after one full week
eyes still haven't rolled back in their sockets
but the hunger's insane
one more week I won't last
and listening to this thing cry
I'm agreeing with teh past
why would I kep a baby
who's father such an ass
why should I live on the streets
why can't I let you pass
I'm hunger and cold
I cold use a good snack
and I can't pray anymore
I feel myself snap

God doesn't exists to listen
in the time I need him most
fuck the baby, let it die
tonights menu: human toast

Never have I been so calm
then when I was barbaquing the body
the shreaking cries like rapture


TO BE CONTINUED BITCHES