at first glance i hated you
your eyes piercing
into my darkest soul
holding pain and envy
but more prominent my abandoned heart
trembling i gave you friendship
in time i learned to accept it
your willing heart still longing to hear my voice
why, is the best kept mystery
you look in my eyes and see my soul
yet no fear will you hold
my eyes are starting to change
your no longer the boy i hated
I'm beginning to see through the eyes of my heart
his flaws so obvious
choosing to overlook them
his secrets revealed
i see him for who he truly is
the concept he can not grasp
so he leaves me were i started
still all my secrets he holds
in a worse state I'm left in
knowing love
yet left with hate
all my truths
become his lies
he uncovered love
to my skeptical eyes
for that i hate
but not him
its me i cant love
for i gave all my love
and now i know its truly meaningless


