today was truly different
the suns doesn't glow
i wake up having no love for the world
hearing you voice my heart did ache
screaming with hatred
and why I did not know
hearing my best friend for one last time
then watching him go
welcoming a world so dreary
i fell with out knowing
so hard with no stopping
recalling my true love
attempting to speak of it
tripping over words
then finally stuttering them out
running from my confession
that you did do
not once did you think what could have been
left without a best friend
and empty love
lingering on the kiss we shared
my heart relies on you
I'm left walking in this hollow silhouette
tell me I'm still alive
or am i truly dead?

