Not Trying Hard Enough

You grasp my heart without even trying,
but I don't know if it is really true "like."
I understand not even my own heart strings,
a painful pluck in the cord I hold back.

I'm confused whenever you talk to me,
for I wait for words you never ever say.
I guess I'm pathetic and weak like that,
because when you see me my tears are hidden.

You seem to think I will wait forever,
because you seem to think I can deal with everything.
I can only haddle a little pain in my head,
before my whole face shatters before everyone.

When will everyone finally give up and never listen,
because this "thing" continues without a point?
I guess my mind isn't in the right place,
so I want to give up on it.

I'm not going to wait forever for a stupid "boy,"
I have other choices to breath on and live for.
You not the only boy in the world that will smile for me,
but your the only one whos i apreciate.

You don't try hard enough...