The mirror is my greatest enemy,
It shows me everything I don't want to be.
From my out of control hair to my discusting face,
To my out of proportion body, nothing fits in place.
Every morning it taunts me with my own looks,
the pain i feel inside my stomach it cooks.
The acid starts boiling and then I know,
it is time for my bathroom visit, so I go.
I pull hair back and grab a spoon,
My stomach starts to burn and I hope it is over soon.
Finally there is nothing more to give
This was the life I have chose to live.
I always knew it is so bad for me,
But I had to be skinny, can't they see
They yell and get mad for what I do
But I'll never listen, I'll feel better when I am skinny its true.
So again I wake up an have my routine
So one day the mirror will tell me I'm lean,
I wait for that day to bring me great light,
But tell then I'll wait in the dark with no sight.
That is always much better then looking in that fucking enemy
It never shows me what I am wishing and hoping to see.
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i loved it
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i htought it was very good--it says almost exactly what i think
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I wont lie to you. I found this distasteful.
I also felt like there was no emotion there, like you really didn't care what was going on...
I'm sorry
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That was what i was going for trying to say that this is how life is and i just have to take it. Not much emotion just something that has to happen ya know?
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