Me: I am who I am

I am who I am, don't try to change me.
I am dark, I'm in pain, I show my feelings.
Don't change me.
I cannot be the little ray of fucking sunshine you wish me to be.
I'm not the fucking preppy fucking cheerleader you ask of me.
My grades are all right, don't push it too far.
Guys don't wanna date me so get off the subject.
I will not go blonde and loose weight.
I will not go and fucking socialize with those who have caused my pain.
Stop fucking tryig to fucking change me.
I cannot make myself taller.
Nor can I make myself happy.
Just fucking let me be me.
I don't want to be you, or anyone else.
Sure I'm not happy but there is nothing I can do about it.
I am me, not you so just lay the fuck off.
And STOP TRYING TO FUCKING CHANGE ME GOD FUCKING DAMNIT ALL TO FUCKING HELL!!!