Someday

Why do I feel so alone?
Why does he get his pleasure from my tears?
I know that I’m not perfect
But why does he create all my fears?
I know I’m not the Big sister
That he wants me to be.
I’m not trying to upset him
I just want him to see.
That I love him very much
I want to show him how I care
That why when I lay in bed at night
I bow my head in prayer.
Jesus you got to help me
To let my brother see
How much that I love him
And how I’ve tried to make him see
How often I’ve spoken softly
But he turned me away
I just want to keep him safe
But he doesn’t want it that way
I know God is with me
I can feel him with me now
I want to just give up
But I keep going somehow
I’ll pray for him forever
And I know there will come a day
He’ll be standing by my side
And he turn to me and say
Angel can you help me.
I need for you to pray
I would do it myself
But I don’t know what to say
I want to feel the love
That you and Jesus share
I need to feel that love
In order to see you care
So I sit and silently wait
For that day to come
Where god will turn him around
And form our love as one
I’ll listen to him scream
Until he sees the light of my day
And then I’ll hear him whisper
Thank you for showing me the way!