Once again I was wrong.
Wrong to trust you.
Wrong to love you.
You lied through your dorky grin.
Your lies drowned me.
Your lies filled my lungs and slowly suffacated me.
Your lies filled my veins and became a part of me.
Look at the mess you've caused.
Look on the floor, will you clean it up?
Look at the mess and say you'll pick up the pieces.
Look at the shards of my broken heart on the floor.
Look at the puddles of tears I've cried because of you.
Look at the blood from when you ripped out my heart.
Look at the hair I pulled out because I was so upset.
Look at my brain which you fried with all your games.
Now look at the pieces of my shattered soul on the floor.
Look at it!
So many shattered pieces.
No matter what, it will never be whole thanks to you.
Little pieces here and there are missing.
It will take you years to put together.
Do you still say that you'll clean this up?
Do you think all your lies were worth it?
And do you still think that all this is my fault?
Just because I was in love with you?
Maybe... but no...
I didn't make you lie.
I didn't make you do the things you did.
I didn't make you break me and shatter me into little pieces.
That was all you.
But I was wrong for loving you.
One of my biggest regrets.
That one thing was all me.
The rest... was you...
Author notes
I know not that great, I haven't written in a while... but right now I am pissed and upset and don't give a fuck if you like it or not.
Comments
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well i like it , it reminds me of my ex
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This is very well done in wording and getting your emotions into it....not easy for some, but you did a good job.
And yes, always remember that he did the lying all on his own - and don't regret what you have learned from this. Life teaches lessons - most of them painful, or we wouldn't learn.
well done.
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Painful
wow! That was a totally beautiful write! The emotions are so raw and painful and there is such a depth of intensity in your words. I like how the neat physical structure clash with the angry and painful emotions inside. You did a magnificent job in conveying your pain through the lines, i definitely can relate to this!
Good luck and keep penning!
Love,
Neera~
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