"Half of me"

You think you know me
But you only see the half of me
In school I'm a quiet,straight A's student,and nicest, pretty girl you seen.
My Parents are quite good-looking and always wealthy.
But like I said you only see the half of me.
Well, the rest of me is a nightmare.
The kind of nightmare you don't want to be in.
The one that yur scared to fall asleep.
At home my dad complements me and I don't smile
cause when he complements i know what's coming.
him being on top of me.
My parents don't work at all.
My dad wins lottery tikets
My mom does stripping
I prositute and sell drugs on the streets.
There's no food in the house.
My cousins are nasty and too friendly.
I cut my wrist sometimes when there's no one there.
I sleep w/h guys not for the money but sometimes it makes me pretty.
I was pregnent with a man that was 46 and I was only 13.
I throw-up not because of pregancy but i'm bullimic too.
Mom told me too cause you can't loose your job by looking too fat.
No one wants yoU.
My parents are always gone but they eventually cme back in 2-3 days or so.
It sucks cause I have to cook my own food.

You think you know me
But you only see the half of me.

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