Lonliness Is My Friend

I am over here
Can anybody see me
Will I stand here alone
Does anyone care about me

I must fight all ugly feelings
I must learn to love myself
No one will be here for me
No body really cares

I have to be my own friend
I have to like my own company
Don't feel alone when no one is here
But reliefed at least I won't be hurt

I lost my turn in the queue to happiness
Reality now is bright and clear
The quest for happiness is full of mist
Only the lucky ones find their way

But what the hell
Look at the bright side
At least I won't hear anymore lies
I won't see the double faces or more

You won't be seeing me here again
Calling for someone to be with me
If you don't miss me then I should you
If this is your way then I must learn too