promise that

i should have known
all the signs were back
staring me right in the face
everyone tried telling me
but i was in denial
you were doing so good
and i could not find the right way to ask about the rumors
people say things just to talk, just to fit in
i convinced myself thats what was going on
told myself everything was okay
i would be able to tell if you started slipping
what kind of friend has seen it all before and still cant pick it out
why didnt i notice long aho the change in direction
and why didnt i stear you back
how could i over look something so big
how did i not see it
i know its not my fault but i could have helped before it let back to this point
there has to be something i could have done
there has to be something i still can do
this is not the end because never will i give up on you
you mean the world to me
i plave you right up with my family
you have become family
and i will not sit back
believe that i will fight
i am aware that you may get mad again
we have been through all this before
and i will do whatever it takes to pull you through
i promis you that