Will I ever get over you?

Will I ever get over you? Is my question to me,
I was here for you,I thought you were here for me;
I loved you like no other and that I showed you everyday,
you said my love scared you though,guess that's why you've stayed away,

I believed every word said,I specially believed you when you said you loved me, 
still after you've gone and showed me that I meant nothing at all,
and that it was all game, I've kept your shirt so close
it's become my second skin,I dream of you lying next to me,

I smell you in my dreams,I feel your hands on my breast,
and your breathe on my neck, I remember waking up to you
growing hard against my ass, me reaching back to grab and
hold your dick in my hand,

when I close my eyes I feel your chest under my lips,
I feel your nipples between my teeth and my tongue on your tip,
I dreamed of how I licked my way down to take you in my mouth, the way you felt as you pushed your way inside,

I still hold the image of your head snuggled in-between
my thighs, I think about the way you held my hips as you hit it,
I see your face as I lift my hips to meet your thurst,
I still hear you say "Dam baby", "Shit baby" and "FUCK!"   

Is that why I still want to love you? 

that's not enough thou, but, all i know is that my love 
and my heart you will forever hold, for there's nothing left
for me to do but to live off the memories of you,
and for that I'm living empty and feeling like a fool,

feeling like a fool for letting you in and forgetting the rules,
the rule to not lose yourself in a man that doesn't love you,
the rule to not push your girls aside,the rule to not loving more than your loved,
the rule to not losing your pride.

But it all had to come an end, sad to say,
'Cuz the day you decided to fuck that bitch, was the day
you had to go away; so keep on being a mans man and   
fucking everything that comes across, cuz I don't
care how good your dick was, do you know what still pisses me 
off?

Is all my motherfuckin' time that by your sorry ass I lost!

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