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When you're sad and down and all you feel is pain,
when you feel hopeless with nothing left to gain,
When you've gone as far as the road will take you,
when you're at a dead end with nothing left to do,
with a sudden urge to cry you stare at a blank wall,
with a slip, crash, boom, through the floor you fall,
with a selfish point of mind you pray for your death,
Total darkness, it's cold, a light turns on, you can see your breath,

Just happily ever after, living in sin,
underneath my skin,
through these eyes,
smooth sailing,
open skies,

forever lost,
forever past,
my end at last...

the past, has past, is nothing more,
A steady bang... it's just the door,
an unexpected visitor, who could it be?
"shut up," I yell, "Just let me be me!"

The walls are melting, the floors on fire,
The door is speaking, but I know it's a liar.
"It's nothing..." It's nothing, just a door,
This is just a dream, and nothing more,
... I wake to my flesh burning, and memories passing me by...
But before I can say a word, I choke and die.

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