Deceived Long Ago

Watch your back little girl,
Don't trust anyone.
See that twisted smile on your father's face,
Don't trust it.
Maybe your birthday but it's going to be a long fright,
The cold winter night isn't snowing it's raining.
Just like how you will be,
In a couple hours,
This is where your fear starts to begin.

You start to tremble in fear,
But hold your face up high and show it.
No that's what makes them continue,
But watch out.
You maybe young but they know how to crush your soul,
Making your forget what happiness and emotions mean.
You may be alone,
But try to open up not everyone is mean as he is.
Starts with a smack,
Then thrown against the wall,
Don't fight it'll only hurt more.
Clench your tiny jaw,
Wipe your tears away and prove you’re strong,
That's what he wants to see.

Hold your friendship tight,
Don't let go.
But always protect them;
Don't crush the tiny butterfly,
But please don't let it fly.
Take care of it.
She may have died from suicide,
But dear the over dosing isn't worth it,
Call before she tries it.
But please she may die,
Remember she's only seven.
Her stomach not strong,
Don't cry stay strong and be by her side nonstop.

Please little one;
Don't do those nasty smelling things,
It's bad for your lungs and heart.
It can kill you slowly and destroy your future skills,
You'll regret you ever did that and wonder why you got addicted.
Also do the drugs your older brother friends do,
Messes up your brain cells and trust me you need them.
School is getting harder and harder,
And with a learning problem you'll learn it isn't easy.

Don't worry about what you hear,
Your not insane as you think you are.
Don't try to ignore it,
It's a part of who you are,
Now drop that knife and stop carving your beautiful skin.

Watch out!
Don't date him,
He maybe nice but he'll change.
Your only ten years old ,
Save it, keep it, precious it.
Don't let him aggressively take you,
Try to fight away.
Use the skills you learn,
Don't give into the pleasure.
He'll carve you like a pumpkin to remind you what you did throughout the years,
Escape while you can.

Ignore the names your called,
They don't know you.
Keep to yourself, you can't trust them,
They want to destroy your life.
You'll be sent away to asylum,
Keep it to yourself.

Don't give your heart away,
It'll be torn.
Shattered like thin glass,
And when it's half way fixed destroyed again.
Don't bother,
It's a waste and won't help you in later on,
Never give up.

Depression sucks major,
But remember the tips I gave you.
And you won't suffer anymore then you do,
You'll be able to feel emotions,
And understand what things are like,
Plus dying isn't fun or worth it.
I'm here to always help you...

Bella Knoll
7:55pm 1/16/08