how its going to be

i hear my parents voices,
telling me its wrong.
to give my heart away,
to be waiting for so long.
they tell me that its stupid,
because he lives so far away.
they tell me that its forbidden,
thats why i talk to him every day.
i know exactly how i feel,
and yes i do know that its weird.
and i know the words he's told me,
are the things that i have feared.
i know that i'm in love,
and i'm thinking he feels the same.
and i really do trust,
when he says he's not playing a game.
my family crushes my hope,
saying that he'll get over me real fast.
but why do i get the feeling,
that its actually going to last.
they say that theres no reason,
to belive that he is real.
but they don't know anything,
they just don't know how i feel.
so as i sit here writting this,
i can feel myself become free.
i can not listen to my parents,
because i KNOW how its going to be