if only alice had stayed asleep

all this pain and sadness
seems to radiate from you
not that your depressed
but your brutality
is chipping away at me.

falling bit by bit
and losing my faith in you
i want to forget your
flawless face
i want to forget
that you cared about me.

as you wander from place to place
i stand still
wondering if you'll come back.

slowly you make your way back
just to tease me
and break me more and more.

oh how i love you
oh how i hate you
you were my everything
while i withered to nothing.

i love you...
if only i loved you enough
just to say
.good-bye.