Will i

Will i

Will we ever be free?
Will we ever be safe?
Will we ever be us?
Will we ever be complete?

All my life i have seen pain and suffering.
Inhumanity was a part of my day.
Survival was a endless quest.
Never safe,
Never free.

Will i be free?
Will i be be safe?
Will i be me?
Will i become complete?

I was just a little kid
3 years old i was
when chaos began eating peace.
The people suffered
And we were all supererogatory
Hunger….
Thirst….
Darkness….

12 years later
I site here and write about my story,
My luck
My survival
Writing of me being myself
Of me being complete…
But i will never be complete
Never be me
Never be free or safe

The time is a hideous hydra
Multiple faces
Some want to kill you
Some want to help you
Its as clear as hyaline
That most of the times
It would kill you

People don't understand the joy of youth
Only when its to late
They discover the power and the will
They had

I want to be complete
I want to be safe
I want to be me
I want to be free

Someday i will be watching back
On the time when i wrote this
On the time i was supposed to do my homework
On the time when a girl named Alina sent me a bird
A bird that made me write this
A bird that made me stop doing my homework

The future is coming
And the sunshine is shining at my back
And maybe sometime
I will find true peace

My last chapter will come
And if i’m going to be able to watch back,
On a happy time,
Is still swept in the darkness of a thing called destiny.