My Beautiful Friend

My beautiful friend...
You're held highly in thought.
Not merely a sideshow
You've proven loyalty and faith
When you're home and when you go.

I am confused.. I admit..
My feelings for you grow as I sit
Here I am pondering upon your eyes
They strike me as lonely
Yet you still manage to smile.

I wonder if you missed me
While you made new friends in Chi
Laughing on tape and never mentioning me.
Home you've come to visit and my hands round your waist.
You still manage to make me catch my breath
I am still strong enough to not break.

Yet... i cannot have you
I am appalled at the thought
But, perhaps its best for us both
so our friendship doesn't stop...

I still care for you
I love you. But you don't know.
Or do you?
I wouldn't be surprised if that were so.

My beautiful friend, you've come so far in life
Taken things in stride and followed your light
You make my heart jump
and I know you'll be near.
Just don't ever forget me
or the love that we share.