im just here
not happy, not sad
emotionless
just numb right now
feeling like we are coming to an end
it seems to be coming so fast with no way of stopping it
im hurt n tore down inside
but trying not to show that
why would i allow him back into my world
everyone knows nothing will ever change
yet every time i think its different
convince myself we will be ok
but it never is
its always the same tired bullshi*
and i think this time i have finally realized you are my downfall
now all i have to do is figure out what to do about that
how do i leave you
how do i say goodbye for good
how do i let you know that it needs to end
and this time im serious
i know its gonna be hard
but everytime you break my heart it hurts just a little more
and i cant take the pain any longer
you are tearing me down
wearing away my strength
and i cannot deal with the pain of bein hurt by you any longer
