Memoirs of a Scatter-Brain

Everything that was once there, no longer is
Let's rewind not even a year from now
There's nothing but the screaming of
"Sic Semper Tyrannis" as my imagination
pushes me over the edge and into a game of Columbine

But no, I'm not like that
I'm becoming a man, a strange transition
very much like a fish gaining legs and
walking up-right
[Sorry Darwin, I believe in God]
"Man? Not me! I'm a boy who'll never grow up!"
Step aside Peter Pan complex, I'm ready to see the world
With that special someone by my side
and out children running[skipping] about

Done with the seriousness?
Let's now fast>>>>forward fifteen years from now
("Wade, be good to your sister.
Hey, no pushing, Greenlee.")
My picturesque painting of my future has no clues to my past
My heart was never broken, my wrist were never cut
I was never sleeping around for money
Never never

Shuddup, don't judge me
I worked to get where I am [being the greatest
journalist of all time]
See this scar, that's from an abusive mother
But those other scars... let's not get into my
sick-twisted body art

Back to present
But you know what, I know my life will never get better
That's why in the dead of night,
I wish so hard that I were dead
At least than I'd be able to protect my love
better than I could on Earth
And what a Guardian Angel I'd be
You break his heart, and I swear no medium can protect
you from me [bangbangblood]
As I protect him, I look around and see my two good friends
Wow, death doesn't seem to bad