I can barely eat My breakfast My nerves are on edge; I look at you and wonder if you feel the same. I touch your hand seeking and offering reassurance. In a few short hours this endless waiting will be over and I will own you, we will have made our pledges and signed the contracts declaring the commitment between us as Domina and submissive.
I look at you and whisper, ‘We just got to get through today baby.’ Today is one of the rare occasions when I let you help Me set up, mainly as it keeps both of us busy and not thinking. Together we make an ordinary room almost sacred.
On a table we set a single glass to serve as a shared chalice for the blood red wine the only alcohol that will pass between us today. A blue velvet cushion for your collar which I take from your neck and place with the silver padlock. ‘Enjoy your last hours of freedom My angel’ I say with a smile. The contract contained in a document file, leather bound of course. My silver pen to sign it. Candles of course. And neatly folded your new silks and sash. A crop and a set of cuffs sit neatly on top of your silks. Two roses one white one red stand in a vase. So your neck doesn’t feel naked I fasten a silver chain round it to represent your current status of a submissive in training.
Later I run you a rose scented bath letting you settle and relax I whistle softly as I dress in black jeans and black shirt standard Domina uniform it would seem. Quietly I unzip My kit bag and gently move out the harness and dildoes that make up a strap on and put them under the pillow.
You wander in wrapped in a towel your hair tousled and wet, damn you send Me crazy looking like that. I give you a big hug the crazy frenzy must wait a little longer. I sit you down and dry your hair tugging it into a neat pony, fastened with a pink ribbon the same shade as your sash. Then I kiss your neck tenderly and clasp your hand in Mine as I hand you a robe, my white one, you look so sweet and pure who would believe what a free and sensual woman you had become.
I follow you as you walk to the room we had prepared sensing the power of what was about to happen. Standing in front of the table I look at you and take your hand and once more ask you if you will become Mine for all time. Your whispered ‘yes’ the assurance I need as I pick up my red rose and ask you to take yours of white.
Then you pledge your submission and love to Me and I pledge My love and domination to you then cut My finger with the thorn of My rose so a few drops of My blood fall on the white and promise you that I will protect you with all Myself. Taking the roses I place them together, like us they belong that way, in the vase. Then I remove your robe asking you to kneel.
Taking the chain on your neck I pull it hard so it falls from your neck and replace it with your collar the representation of My ownership of you to the world. Then the little padlock at the clasp a symbol that your collar is that of an owned lifestyle submissive, My subbie angel. I stroke your hair as your skin feels its first taste of dripping wax at your neck sealing your collar, like a warm gentle kiss.
Then I join you in kneel and offer a mote asking Isis to bless our joining, I know its not your faith, but for once I share Mine, then pick up the glass and offer you a sip of wine, a pagan symbol of shared love, body and blood in hand fast. Then sip Myself and again mote, this time for strength of partnership.
Then I stand again and drape your silks over you and request you stand so I can fasten the sash round your waist. I love the way subbie silks cover and conceal you but not deny Me. Then the cuffs I secure your wrist to Mine not that I will ever let you go now. Tugging lightly I pull you to me for a deep kiss and giggle. Taking the crop I whisper ‘Do I need to beat you into signing yourself to Me, slave’ and playfully tap your ass.
With the pen you make that final step now I own you, you are absolutely Mine. You hand Me the pen and I sign accepting your submission and taking up My role formally as your Domina. Putting the pen down I snuff the candle and slip the crop under your collar and lead you back up to our bed.
Soft and gentle caresses and kisses ignite your heat and soon My fiery passion slave is alive, your silks rucked up and crushed as your body writhes, now you are My hot lil slut I release the cuff from my wrist and secure it to your free wrist and tie the chain to the head of the bed. You ain't going nowhere My angel as I kiss down your body and kiss your clit then back up and whisper softly I love you as I place a vibe inside you to buzz away while I undress and put on that harness as you lay gasping.
Gently I fuck you with the vibe pushing you higher and closer then I remove it lifting your hips up to Me guiding the strap on so it slides into your hot pussy gently slowly then I lean down and kiss you thrusting hard into you. I hear you cry or is it Me, I’ll never know for sure as for a brief moment the emotional sensations of the act of possession and love overwhelm us both. I suck gently on your nipple holding deep inside you and regaining my head then again kissing you deeply I start the thrusting motions of fucking absorbing your cries and moans in My kiss. With each thrust I feel the penetration in me the pressure hard on my pelvis. Feeling your hips buck up to Me I ask just once please don’t ask baby just cum for Me. I know you always ask but I do like you to sometimes just let go and tonight I want that more than anything.
I feel you shudder beneath Me as your first orgasm hits you, I scream into our kiss as I join you, a rare time we unite in cumming together, not that it will be that rare now. Releasing the tie on the cuffs and I twist over pulling you on top of Me. I look up at you sat astride me and wiggle My hips before clasping yours and making you ride Me. Not that I need hold them long you are My lady and before long you are bouncing wild and free. I take My pleasure for awhile watching you fuck Me before My hands cup your bouncing breasts and gently tug on your nipples pulling you down as you jerk your hips hard on Me. My mouth finds your nipple and I suck and chew before I seek the pale flesh of your breast and suck hard and bite leaving that circle of deep purple, My mark on your skin where one day a rose and cuffs will be. Reaching behind you I slap hard on your pumping ass, I resist the urge to make you scream in pain that comes later another day.
You look at me and I say no don’t ask, cum for Me baby. Your cries of pleasure send Me crazy kissing you deeply as your orgasm subsides I ask one last favour from my subbie to her Domina. You wiggle off the dildo and slide up Me to sit astride My face, My tongue hungry dives as deep as it can into your pussy to get My hunny, My teeth scraping your clit, before I ask you start to ride Me and you hear my groan of desire and need. Flicking My tongue on your g spot I feel you shudder again and your cum flows in My mouth and on My face. Whether you feel Me shake and quiver I don’t know but once more we have cum in union.
Laying you down I release your cuffs, they mean nothing now we will never be parted, and gently stroking your hair I wiggle out the harness and join you, holding you close. I love this cumdown time as we relax. I kiss your hair and whisper I love you my subbie angel. As you drift to sleep I wonder if you fully understand how complete your submission will be. I lie awake holding you the woman I now own without reservation.
The realization is nothing short of cosmic, scary and frightening, but wonderfully awesome. I wonder if you realize that when you think I ask too much of you I am pushing Myself just as hard. That all the time I have and will stand firm on a punishment how deep I am cutting Me too. My lil one as you sleep I let my thoughts wander nothing could have prepared Me for the responsibility or the duty that now rests with Me. No regrets I am happy and content, I wanted you Mine and Mine alone so I accept those things too. As I feel sleep coming to Me I wonder if you dream of the future, both pleasure and pain, as I take and make use of what is now Mine.
Author notes
This is written from the Domina/Mistress' viewpoint as that is what I am.
In a list
A contest entry
- BDSM Lesbian Erotica by butchbec.
300 points, ended January 23, 2008, 9 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
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Bonded....boldly
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Made me
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Breathtaking! Aweinspiring and downright reverent! There is nothing that can touch this with any other words. Thank you for this gift!
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Thank you Sis, I write these stories for cheeky, my angel so they are special to me
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the strength of the emotional bond within yourself is so evident here that it brings this piece to almost a sacred piece. Leaves one breathless and hungry. lol
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think that's the power of using 1st and 2nd person POV, it makes the relationship between writer and reader almost intimate
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yes it does and you use it very well dearest Sis!
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Still love this one!
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Now that is HOT, in fact I think I have a keyboard meltdown situation WOW.
Bravo
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Glad you enjoyed it chuckles x
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mmm, very well written and u definitely got your thoughts across, i wish i was part of this scenario! while reading this i felt like i was! thankyou so much for this piece, i really enjoyed it!
Beccs
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This is absolutely awesome...I love both the girl/girl and bdsm aspects and together....whewwwwww!
**Master Ktulu**
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Thank you, I have to confess that the reality of lesbian bondage is wheeeeeeewwwwwww !!!!
Jem
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I seriously cannot believe the amount of emotion that went into this write ... Your last paragraph summed it up wonderfully: "I wonder if you realize that when you think I ask too much of you I am pushing Myself just as hard." was one of my favourite lines
BRAVO! Your writing had me sitting here with tears in my eyes
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I am far more at ease with prose than poetry so this one came very naturally xxxxx My angel is helping My poetic side so and feeds the thoughts so I have to credit her in this too
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wow Jems M'Lady this is awsome ... a wonderful night... good luck in the contest
xxx Your cheey lil angel xxx
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Thank you My angel xxxxxxxxx thought you would enjoy this one xx
Jem
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