Unreal

Pick me up now.
I'm unsteady on my feet.
Sometimes I'm so alone,
Even when your near.
You come so close,
Close enough for me to ache.
Aching for your touch.
...
Eyelids heavy,
Its hard to keep my head up.
So intoxicated,
Your sent filling my lungs.
What is this we've come to,
Is there where we stand?
Is this what you wanted?
...
I'm holding on to your hand,
Although I'm not sure why.
Ive got you in my mind,
You Touch my heart.
Why do you do what you do,
To make me feel this way.
I want to be near you,
But keep you far away.
...
Ive pulled up my guard,
But you slip right through.
What is it?
Why cant i protect myself from you?
Your so intense,
I'm drowning in your depth.
The sensations i feel,
When you get close.
I'm swallowed whole,
By the way you make me feel.
I hate you,
The way you do things,
It makes me feel unreal.
...
Reality escapes me,
As my eyes take you in.
Why is it,
That you make me want to sin.
It's childish,
The things I'll do.
But what can i say,
I'm always missing you.
...
You pressed your lips to mine,
And then you broke away.
To bad you didn't know.
You broke my heart that day.