If Only...

I just want to see you smile once upon a time,
but you never give your lips the chance to breath.
How amazing the smile unburdened is underneath,
hiding from the sensual aroma of chances?

Keep your body stiff till the time is right and doesn't let go,
a hold on the body that forever is gone to gone.
Let me see the freedom inside you truly hide,
my mind a haze in which needs much clearing and desparate help.

Clear it and keep in open to the thought of others,
let your body simply come foreword in the lines of millions.
This is your chance to let me see the new person you became,
because you seem to be slipping away from all real memories.

I can't let you go any longer for the moment is out of reach,
your floating away before my chance has come to save you.
How come I cna't reach you any farther then I already have,
even with a chance to breath outward and in?

Just give me the chance I want and need to continue on,
for the mind is on overload from the reason of randomness.
I wish nothing more then the freedom of your lips and body,
even if you are my death and chance at fading away.

If only...