Something Unexpected

I really didn’t trust him.
I knew he wasn’t true.
I knew that he was ruthless,
and so did you.
You tried to make me leave him.
I tried, but couldn’t go.
I didn’t know what was wrong with me.
I really wanted to know.
I never really loved him.
I cared about him, true.
I just needed to stick it out,
because I didn’t know what else to do.
I wasn’t scared and lonely,
he didn’t mean that much,
and when I thought about him,
I never craved his touch.
I just knew I couldn’t leave him.
I didn’t understand why.
I just knew I had to wait it out,
and deal with all the lies.
I never liked his brother.
He wasn’t the best guy,
but when he came back down here.
He had a new look in his eye.
He was trying to change his life.
He was really trying to heal.
We developed a friendship,
that was honest, neat, and real.
We didn’t think much of it.
We thought we just would be cool.
Then I saw something in him
one day while I was at school.
I knew I had to have him.
He was the perfect man.
I knew we would be good together,
he just had to give me his hand.
I wanted to fall in love with him
but only time could tell.
Then before we realized it,
both of us had fell.
I am so in love with him.
He’s so perfect and so great.
I am so in love with him.
I know it was an act of fate.
I really believe I am supposed to be with him,
which is why I couldn’t leave his brother.
I know we’re meant to be together,
I never want another.
I really thank his brother,
for being such a jerk.
I never would’ve found him…
a relationship takes team work.
12-9-07