I am...
Self destructive
Wonderful at hurting others
A disaster
Ignorant
Oblivious
A Siren
Full of pity
Confused
Stupid
In pain
Loving to a fault
Torn
Crying
Ranting
Hating myself
In love with him
Disgusted with the other
With him
Pulled to the other
Lying
Tired
Sick
I want to love him
I want him to be the one
But I keep running to the other's side
Even though I want to be rid of him
Author notes
im sick of this shit
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aawww sweetie.. if I follow this correctly - you want Josh and you want to get rid of Austin. Im sorry that you're going thru all of this. maybe one day he will realize you have someone that makes you happy - and be happy for you. what I saw in the hall earlier.. chyeah! wish there was any help that I could do. what all is he doing to make you feel "blehck"-like?? I mean.. Im just trying to help you out. I dont want you to hurt anymore.
gotta go. I'll ttyl bout my problem when everything is settled and you're ready to listen.
LOVENS!!!
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