I remember it well because i was only ten years old.My uncle came down to visit and i hadn't seen him for years.We only had three rooms so i slept on the couch.One day my uncle said i could have my own bed and he would sleep on the couch.I ended up falling asleep on the floor in my bedroom.I had a 3 year old brother laying next two me.I awoke in the middle of the night with somebody rubbing me.I was so scared,i trusted this man!he was family!i was only wearing panties and a gown.I could feel him trying to get in.I turned on my stomach so he couldn't get in.but did that stop him?NO!
he still kept trying to get my panties down,he thought i was sleeping but how could I?
all i could hear him say is
"i know your young,but your so beautiful"
how could he do this??
i loved him
I couldn't take it anymore so i got up and ran to the shower where i sat and cried.
what could i do but sit and hide?
The next morning my parents were at work.I went to church praying for him.I asked god to save him.SAVE ME!
I went back home and he knew something was wrong,he gave me two dollars and said.
"if i did anything wrong im sorry"
how could he try to pay me off
he knew what he did yet he never apologized for that.He just didn't want me to tell.We dropped him off at the airport a couple days later.I lay in the back and cried myself to sleep.
I WAS FINALLY FREE!!
I never told for a year and when i did my parents called up my aunt to tell her,she left him but this is what he had to say.
HE TOLD EVERYBODY I WAS LYING AND PROBABLY DIDN'T WANT TO GET INTO TROUBLE BECAUSE SOME BOY.MY AUNT ACTUALLY STUCK UP FOR HIM SAYING WELL IF HE WAS DRINKING HE PROBABLY DIDN'T MEAN IT AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING.
I KNOW HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING.
*he just had a heart attack recently and i don't feel one bit of sadness for him at all.
is that wrong?
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If this is real then:
No, thats not wrong at all I wouldn't feel any sympathy for that man either
I'm so sorry that happened to you
It's terrible when things like that happened
how could he give you two dollars and expect things to be alright?! And I can't believe your aunt stuck up for him. Some people just are just sick and the fact you went to church praying for him makes you so much of a better person
I hope everything is better now for you, atleast a little bit<3
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Sexually molested
at the age of 8-13. My 'mentor' gave me love and attention in exchange for masturbating me. His sickness became part of my life. I still need to work through my hate and relationships. Thank you for your courage in speaking. May you find the strength to overcome
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..........i was 6 or 7 my 1st time and i can still feel thethe blood it will never come clean im happy your free.i how ever wasnt to be so fast it took until i was 14 to be free but im still happy for you good luck with all that is new
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well.... I ain't gonna say I know how you feel because everybody feels differently about rape or molestation but your not the only one I went through the same thing with my uncle but I was so young I didn't realize till years later and I don't understand why when he was supposed to be the one I could trust cuz he was family but I guess not but just remember you can forgive but never forget!!!!
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Hel NO! it not wrong at all! he is a sick twisted fuck who should have been put away for life!!!!!
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